Saturday, August 22, 2009

time never stops

I'm trying to keep up with time like I'm running a marathon..2moro's Sunday..a day of rest before a hectic week awaits me..

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Week 2

Resolutions, schedules MUST start tomorrow. Hope everything goes smoothly, council stuff and planning to join badminton club with friends...assignments, classes, lectures tutorials. I will keep moving on starting now, not looking back or kicking myself for anyting..juz gonna learn from it and move on..I'm so happy and hope I can stick to the resolutions, learn to be less self conscious, meet new people and just make the best of life!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Day 4

Last class for this week. Tutorial registration was pretty good, numbering system :). This is the last week I can relax and get stuff done since there's only lectures this week. Gonna need to have proper schedules by next week, and really stick to the resolutions not to think so much anymore, and make the best what I can. Parents have really given me every single thing I have ever needed and built my character to the best they can. I've to maintain results to keep my JPA going, and looking at all this, it really gives me motivation to do my best. Not going to be stressed up anymore this sem, just gonna do the best, and trust in God :). Cuz really, there's no point in pushing so hard getting worried and stressed about things, makes no difference, actually aggravates the situataion. I'm not going to worry about relationship issues, just mix around with people I can get along with. Last time I used to be open to new people, but as time went by, I've learnt not be so naive, simply helping people before knowing them much.which had caused myself so much hurt last time =.= so yeah now, first impression I might seem a bit unfriendly sometimes LOL I'm not going to worry about boyfriend issues anymore, I know none of these materialized before this, I knew it wasnt going to work, so before anything i just stop there..well i guess everyone moves on, I know this thing can't be forced, so Im just gonna let it be, tho yes this made me worry so much. Funny thing is now for people i seem to like i tend to be hostile and try to avoid, which makes it head nowhere. really trying to overcome this problem, seriously..been praying about it that I'll learn not to be so self-conscious (seems so easy in words, but for me i guess it'll take time). From now on, I'm just going to be myself in any situation, don't simply get angry (makes things worse) exercise self control and never regretting anyting (useless alr), will say out whatever needed, not be afraid of how things will turn out, not be afraid of rejection, try to be more discerning, dont take any comments/criticism personal, try to improve myself and be thankful for all I have and what God has given me ;)

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

This is reality

Grandpa used welfare money meant for mute wife on hooker
Other News & Views
A 78-YEAR-OLD grandfather of five used welfare money meant for his mute wife to pay for the services of a prostitute, reported Berita Harian.
The man was caught during a raid conducted by the Kedah religious department in the afternoon after he collected RM100 on behalf of his wife from the welfare department.
He took a bus to Lorong Petani in Alor Star and allegedly used RM20 from the money to pay a prostitute.
“We found the elderly man and his partner naked in a canvas tent in a wooded area,” said JAIK chief assistant director Sheikh Muhamad Suhaimi Salleh who led the operation.

> The second wife of a contractor is suing her husband for neglecting the family after he had an affair with an Indonesian maid, reported Harian Metro.
Ana, 52, said her husband met the woman in 2006 when the maid was working at his first wife’s house.
“Not long after that, the children caught him alone with the maid in her room a few times.
“Realising that their affair was exposed, he moved the maid out to a flat and took her to work as a cleaner at his office,” she said.
Ana said he had been neglecting his responsibility as a husband and father since then.
“There are arrears in the housing loan and electricity bills. He spends most of his time with that woman and I have become the target of gossip in the community. This has caused me and my children shame.
“My son and I tried seeing him at the office but we were turned away by his workers, who even threatened to beat us up,” she said.
Ana said her case would be mentioned at the Syariah Court on Aug 25.
Source: The Star Online

Sometimes things aren't so nice. I guess its important to really know a person and his principles before committing into a relationship.

Day 3

Still surviving. Hot weather today. Doing council stuff half of the day. Class again tomorrow. Nothing special. Trying to stick to resolutions. Don't be emo. Don't worry what people say. I think it really helps :) Be thankful in everything, stop comparing, and be yourself. hahaha

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Day 2

Still surviving. Was so emo in the earlier part of the day..dunno wassup wif these things. =.= probably worrying/thinking too much again! actualli when its nothing. now alright alr..I know i gotta pray n trust in God more..if not i think i will break down already. From now on, no more emo. no more thinking so much. just take things as it is. whatever mistakes, learn from it, n juz continue on. no need to worry what people say about me. just say. does it make a difference?! as long as i know what i'm doing. gonna focus on more productive things.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Day 1

The enrolment today was not bad :) Staff were using some barcode scanner to scan our Ids, and we're registered :) No more rushing, just queue up, if the class is full, well just have to choose another one. As the sem goes by, subjects will be tougher so have to work harder LOL..I hope I can get well sooooon..I wanna get back to my sports! Hopefully we'll all be joining the badminton club, then no need to worry bout clashes of time slots..can get to play with other people also haha..I seriously need to expand my network LOL..I promise to work hard, and play hard! hahahah

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